So I finally sucked it up and made the call. I confirmed Lyla's childcare...for less than 3 months away now. I actually had this lady's phone number sitting on the counter, then I finally called her and went to visit. Then I waited over 2 weeks to confirm, I just couldn't admit that it was for real, but it is, we will have to deal with it whether I like it or not.
Right now I can't even imagine a full day without her, I get panicky just thinking about it. I'm trying to start thinking about positives to the situation. Obviously getting my pay back will be helpful, and an excuse to buy some new clothes for myself ( everything I buy seems to be for Lyla these days).
So the countdown is on.
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