So I took off here Thursday night for a long weekend, but I really had no idea. DH left town Thursday because he was the best man in a wedding. I decided to stay home until Friday morning. Since AF was now a day late, and I had no AF symptoms whatsoever, I decided to go buy a pack of FRER.
I got home Thursday night, and tested...2 lines! I was so excited, and had no one to talk to except my cat...lol. I didn't want to tell DH until I could see him face to face, and I didn't even want to come on here because I wanted him to be the first to know. I tested again in the morning, 2 lines again, and off I went, as happy as I could possibly be. I spent the day with my SIL, we were at the beach for a while and then headed to where the wedding was.
It was 5pm by the time I got to tell DH. I don't think I will ever forget the smile on his face, he was so happy, and couldn't stop smiling and kissing me.
Before going to bed I noticed a little spotting but tried not to overreact because lots of people say they have spotting, but when I woke up in the middle of the night with cramps I knew somthing was up. I laid there all curled up just praying that I was wrong. I waited as long as I could to get up, but when I did I discovered that AF was there in full force.
I told DH what was going on, and asked if we could just go for a drive. We were staying in a hotel with all of our friends and DH's family. We drove for an hour in the middle of nowhere while I tried to stop crying. It was the wedding day, so I just had to try and act as normal as possible. DH was amazing, and spent the evening trying to keep my spirits up.
I'm doing okay now. The whole thing just makes me realize how badly we both want a child in our world. I know our time will come.
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